man, i just wrote a really long post and then it didnt go through. im pissed. anyway all i basically said was that i wish i had more stuff to do over here. i know i will have more stuff later and ill get into a routine at some point, but right now im getting depressed sitting in my room by myself. or with my young roommate to whom i have nothing to say. she asked me what music i like and i was like um i was a freshman 4 years ago i dont need to make friends with you. i feel mean, but im not trying to care that much cause i really dont care. i miss you guys and i miss matt. i think i am an idiot for leaving him again. we were so happy before i left and i just hope that these 3 months dont change anything.
i love you guys.
emily